| One month in Beijing, Forever Singapore. |
[Nov. 15th, 2009|03:18 am] |
Finally home! How time flies...
I've missed home so much. I've never been this eager to go home, and now I'm finally back. It's not that Beijing isn't fun. I had alot of fun when I was there. So many things happened. I've experienced so much. I've learnt more than I thought I would. I'm able to see and judge better now, be it towards people or any aspects in life. In short, I think all of us who went there have matured from the trip.
I can't even remember what I wanted to say.. I'm just glad I'm home, though it is taking me some time to adjust myself to this familiar environment.. Yea, the irony.. I just feel very out-of-place when I woke up this morning. It's not that I do not or have forgotten how to get myself around Singapore.. I'm not very sure what it is anyway. Maybe it's the things that I'm doing here isn't the routine that I practice when I was in Beijing. No more freezing weather, no more snow, no more independency, no more freedom, no more yucky food, no more........
No. I don't miss Beijing. (8
Monday's school............... & I dread the thought of having to go back. Mr Chan T C is having one of his most horrible hit of PMS + Anal Combo. Or that's what Rajesh told me when I saw him at the airport. School = %$#@#!$#*&$@! Awesome much? I hope Chan TC won't give me and SK a hard time when we go back. )8
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| Day Fifteen. |
[Oct. 26th, 2009|09:31 am] |
Eighteen more days here in China. It's funny, cause as much as I miss home and want to be back asap, I also don't wanna leave Beijing. I'm having so much fun with the friends here and I don't think I'll be able to have this kinda fun when I'm back in Singapore.
Anyways, it's not just having fun when i'm here. I obviously should be learning something from the trip and yea I did. I had plenty of lessons, be it for school or for survival or personal. Even though school work isn't progressing as well as I've had expected myself to achieve, at least I'm not here sitting and bumming around and wasting my parents' money away. (8
So many scandals happening here between the students.. It's fun to see people getting closer as a couple and all. It's fun to laugh and joke and tease em.
Pictures are on FBK. SO many unglamourous pictures of me, so whoever loves laughing at me and my retarded face, go on there and have the joke of your life. Hahaha, alright, gotta go back to work. Must be fair to Germaine.
Missing you lesser and lesser. I don't even see myself thinking about you until I see something that represents you, like your scarf. It's funny how it doesn't hurt me anymore. I am not even sad. I love you but I realised that I don't love love you either. I actually don't love you that much at all. Ohwells, the heart IS complicated like that. |
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| Beijing. Week 2. |
[Oct. 20th, 2009|09:51 am] |
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One week gone in a flash. Beijing have been fun so far, apart from the freezing temperature and oily/salty food.
I tried to be adventurous when we go out. Tried scorpions and grasshoppers. Not gross at all. Very delicious actually. Scorpions tastes exactly like soft-shell crabs and the grasshoppers like chips that melts in your mouth. Really crisp and crunchy. Yum! McDonald's here sells pork burgers. (Y) They don't have apple pie though.. Quite disappointed but their taro pie is quite yum. Chocolate apple pie is gross to the max.
What else. Drinking sessions? Yea, we drank. ALOT. Fun, but.. nvm. (8
I wanna go back home. There's so many things from SGP that I miss. I miss the people I love. I miss the food.
I hope my friends are doing well back home. Dear Qing's so stressed up with school and life for Michelle's not any better. I hope they both won't fall ill from the stress they're facing. God, please watch over all of them for me okay? Love.
I've so much to say but only so little time. I've gotta go back to research and get ready to have fun tonight. (8
Realized that it isn't all that difficult to throw away what hurt me and enjoy myself fully here. Now I know where to put my love and how to use my love in proper amount on different people.
I was depressed and hopeless during my 1st few days here but am picking up myself and I am so much better now. Never gonna behave stupidly like I've used to. Not gonna, no. (8 |
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