| Gutsy. |
[May. 6th, 2010|02:26 pm] |
I am the opposite of that. I have to courage. That is exactly why I always get made used of / taken advantage of. Sigh.... What am I supposed to do? I want to be able to defend and protect myself. I am already turning 21, and some other younger kids can do way much better than me. I need to make a change.
Today, I must start to try and be more gutsy. I will force out all the courage I have in me, even an ounce will suffice. I will fight for my rights and not fall back in fear of the consequences.
I wish with all my might that you are by my side. At least I would feel better in your presence. |
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| Another of the many times when you feel fucked up. |
[Apr. 29th, 2010|09:23 am] |
I've no idea what's up with me these days. My temper is as bad as a bull seeing red..
I'm sorry if i've been hurting you. You don't deserve this, and definitely do not need to tolerate me. |
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| NTUADMFRUSTRATESME. |
[Feb. 26th, 2010|01:25 am] |
I'm stressin like a rich man going bankrupt. I've so much to do and so little time. I don't know how I am ever going to be able to finish everything by Saturday and hand up the portfolio on Monday. I know it's going to be a breeze, I just gotta hold it in for a bit and I am done. But I'm fearful. I am paranoid and I have no self-confidence. I'm never gonna get a place in that school. I'm a useless bum. My life should be spent bumming around, no?
My arts are complete crap and so many of them undone. What the fuckery am I supposed to do with the faculty test? I'm fucking no good at creative composition! Much worse when word limit is 50 and with 3 paragraphs. The requirements drives me uuupp the wall.
Alright, 'nuff said. Gonna just throw in whatever I have and give my best. Leave the rest to the Almighty.
I just need a place there ye know? Not very difficult. So please??? |
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